It seems many Christians struggle with doubts, even doubting God's existence at times. Many will confess to thoughts such as "Am I making this up? Am I crazy?". We all want God to be really visibly obvious so that there's no room for doubt whatsoever.
It occurred to me today that, even when you can't see someone, if you can hear their voice you would never doubt their existence. A voice on the phone – you know there's a real person on the other end.
"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me."
John 10:27
Surely the same is true with God. When you regularly hear His voice you don't find yourself doubting His existence. When we apply ourselves to reading His Word, it speaks to us. It penetrates our soul and spirit the way no human words can.
"Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you."
James 4:8
There doesn't need to be a haze, a fog, or a great distance between us and God. You simply are as close to God as you want to be.
Monday, 19 July 2010
The Hiddenness of God (Part 2)
Sunday, 6 June 2010
Overcoming Mediocrity
The threat of a mediocre Christian life is one of my greatest fears. There's a sleepiness and a lethargy that is so easy to slip into. You get consumed with day-to-day life and the simple matters of provision. It's a toil and it's wearisome. You spend little time walking with God, seeking out His plan and His purpose. And the years roll by. We may spend our whole lives in that state, die, and stand before the judgement seat of Christ.
"I know your deeds; you have a reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Wake up! Strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your deeds complete in the sight of my God. Remember, therefore, what you have received and heard; obey it, and repent. But if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what time I will come to you."
Revelation 3:1-3
It seems this lethargic, lukewarm Christian life comes about when we take our eyes off Jesus and fix them on our day-to-day needs. We don't trust God to provide. Just like Peter when he steps out of the boat and onto the water. He starts in faith, but sees the wind and becomes afraid. He immediately starts sinking (Matthew 14:22-33).
"I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father."
John 14:12
So how do we overcome this sluggish mediocre Christian life? How do we break through this sleepiness? Our whole lives should be caught up imitating Christ and continuing His work. Jesus sets the bar high in John 14:12. I have a few practical thoughts which I'm seeking to apply to my own life:
– We place our relationship with God above all other things. We walk with Him every day, side-by-side, in constant, continual fellowship. If we're too busy, we systematically delete the less important things from our lives to make room. It's far better to be materially poor and spiritually rich.
– We stand on Matthew 6:25-34 for our provision. If our chief goal is to glorify Jesus Christ, to spread the message of salvation and extend His kingdom, we have assurance from God that He will meet our basic needs. (Note to self: this may not include a 40" flat-screen TV with Sky+ subscription, gym membership, a holiday to the Carribean; all of which probably compromise our walk with God anyway!)
– We pursue holiness and the continual filling of the Holy Spirit.
– We learn to love the reproach of God and let Him drive our sanctification. This is the hallmark of a true believer.
– We seek excellence in all the things God has set before us at this present time. Be an excellent husband, an excellent father, an excellent life group leader, a great youth worker. Be excellent at handling your finances. Be excellent in your giving. Everything.
Monday, 3 May 2010
Wrestling with Hebrews 6
"For it is impossible, in the case of those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, and have shared in the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the age to come, and then have fallen away, to restore them again to repentance, since they are crucifying once again the Son of God to their own harm and holding him up to contempt. For land that has drunk the rain that often falls on it, and produces a crop useful to those for whose sake it is cultivated, receives a blessing from God. But if it bears thorns and thistles, it is worthless and near to being cursed, and its end is to be burned."
Hebrews 6: 4-8
A brutal and sobering passge of scripture. It seems to be saying that it's impossible for us to bring certain people back to repentance. And if repentance is impossible, you are in a place that is beyond salvation. People who were once amongst God's people, tasted the goodness of Christ and the Holy Spirit, and then fell away. There are two points that come to mind:
1. Were these people genuine Christians?
2. This word "impossible" is, in either case, very scary.
It makes reference to people who have previously repented. People who were enlightened, and even shared in the Holy Spirit. Does this mean they were genuine Christians? One thing's for sure: they outwardly appeared to be so, had partaken in the Christian life, and shared a degree of enlightenment. Having had all this they then decided that the world was better than Christ and returned to their previous way. In this they openly and publically shame Christ, bringing disgrace to His name, wounding the gospel and it's effectiveness in those around them.
In Jesus' parable of the sower there is seed which takes root and quickly springs up but is in shallow soil and dies; and also seed which is choked by thorns and thistles. In both cases there is a response to the gospel, and there is new life which springs out, but then dies away. This to me makes the most sense in interpreting Hebrews 6. I think faith often comes by degrees. A tree when it first grows is nothing but a tiny plant. Step on it and you squash it. But gradually, when protected, it grows and grows, over time it becomes established and forms an immovable living entity. A massive oak tree is hard to push around.
It almost seems like there's this transitionary period that's critical in a new believer. It's like becoming a Christian isn't merely flicking a switch, but a gradual process of roots going down and life springing up. There's a testing of faith over time, and some faith doesn't survive. So are these people true Christians? Hebrews 3:14 says "For we have come to share in Christ, if indeed we hold our original confidence firm to the end." The test of truly authentic faith is that it perseveres to our last day on Earth. A person can therefore have many spiritual experiences and blessings, claim to be a Christian in all the right ways, and yet fail this long test of faith.
The most difficult word in all of this is the word "impossible". It's incredibly scary, but it's right there, in the Bible. It says some people can't be bought back to a place of repentance. Being in a place where you are unable to repent puts you beyond salvation. Very, very sobering should any of us fall into this pit, showing utter distain for the cross of Christ, and proving we were never of Him.
"Whoever comes to me I will never cast out."
John 6:37
This last point is an important one. God will never reject anyone who repents. Should a backslider return to Christ in humble repentance, they are guaranteed acceptance. The question is whether or not they themselves can repent.
Notes on John 10: Apostasy?
"So the Jews gathered around him and said to him, How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the Christ, tell us plainly. Jesus answered them, I told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in my Father's name bear witness about me, but you do not believe because you are not part of my flock. My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand. I and the Father are one."
John 10: 24-30
It says that none can be snatched out of the Father's hand. The question is whether one can choose to step out of God's hand, committing apostasy? It's an interesting point which I've been chewing over, and I'm definitely veering towards the answer "no". The verse above not only states "no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand" but "they will never perish". That seems quite an all-encompassing statement. It doesn't say "most will never perish". It says "they". It's all inclusive.
In any case, I just can't fathom how anyone, truly experienced in God's grace, knowledgeable of eternal Hell, with the fear of God instilled, can ever step out of the promise of infinite paradise for the momentary pleasures of this world. Something has to have gone pretty badly wrong. I guess you can argue that's pretty much what Satan did when he rebelled against God. Insane. The origins of Sin via Satan is one of the most mysterious things. How did it originate in a perfect, sinless being?
Saturday, 10 April 2010
Stumbling in the dark
It occurred to me recently that on the days you choose not read, or forget to read God's word, it's like turning off all the lights at night and stumbling around in the dark. You can't see where you're going. At best, you can get a feel of those things immediately around you. But even these things look very different in the dark. The light reveals things as they truly are.
"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path."
Psalm 119:105
If the devil is the father of lies (John 8:44), and the whole world is under his power, then life in this world, without God's light in our daily life, is one of delusion, distortion and blindness.
"We know that we are children of God, and that the whole world is under the control of the evil one."
1 John 5:19
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
A great act of faith is a boring testimony
So many of the Christians in my church and life group have been brought up in Christian homes, and known God from a very young age. Myself included. And it's awesome, plan A for your life. But they always seem to struggle with having a 'boring testimony'.
You hear all the stories of heroine addicts, the sexually promiscuous, and criminals, and you can't help but think that they know God in a way that you don't. They've experienced life without God, tasted all the world has to offer, and then came to Christ. They've got this massive contrast of experience.
We, on the other hand, haven't.
But that leads me to this whole idea of faith. Surely the biggest act of faith for the life-long Christian is to take someone else's word for it. To simply believe God, without experiencing those things for ourselves. It comes back to this verse:
"blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
John 20:29
That's what I think faith looks like for us.
How do you know you are saved?
This is the classic question the now retired founder of my church Don Smith used to drill us with. And as long as you knew Romans 10:9-10 you were safe! But this has got to be one of the most important questions to ask. I've been at my current church for 18 years, and one thing I can definitely say is that not everyone who believes they are a Christian is one.
Faith is tested over time through the course of life. Many people start well, hit a snag, and then drift off into the abyss. As Matthew 13:21 says "since he has no root, he lasts only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, he quickly falls away." Being a Christian isn't easy.
"small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life,
and only a few find it."
Matthew 7:14
I never want to sow seeds of doubt about whether or not you are saved. But sometimes it's just not clear. If certain people I know died today, I would be left wondering whether or not they had gone to Hell, even though they professed to be Christians. And I hate that. As Paul said in Acts 26:20 "I preached that they should repent and turn to God and prove their repentance by their deeds."
I would totally stress the need to prove your salvation to yourself and everyone around you. To make it abundantly clear that you are what you say you are. A few additional verses which I feel support this viewpoint:
"Faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead."
James 2:17
"Continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling."
Philippians 2:12
"Therefore, my brothers, be all the more eager to make your calling and election sure."
2 Peter 1:10
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Francis Chan (a church pastor in California) pointed this out in a preach, and I found it quite provoking. Nowhere in the bible do you see a one paragraph prayer that makes you a Christian. Not that the sinners prayer is essentially bad, definitely not if you truly mean every word you pray. But really, it's a very very condensed summary of a process that can take months or years.
So what would you find if you just read the bible and let it speak for itself? I've done my best to collate all the verses that relate to salvation. In doing this, they seem to suggest a certain process:
believe in Jesus > realise you are a sinner in danger of Hell > repent > be baptised > regeneration & new life.
In this, repentance seems to be the clear point of salvation. But I would argue that what follows (baptism and regeneration) are key evidences of salvation. When these are missing you get either carnal or counterfeit Christians. There's no real proof and a lot of uncertainty.
Below are the verses. This takes the form of a handout which I produced for one of my life group talks... hope it's useful!
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1. Believe in Jesus Christ
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"That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved."
Romans 10:9-10
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
John 3:16
By believing in Jesus, you are not merely believing that he existed, but you are believing in everything he said and did. This includes believing that:
- He is the Son of God (Mark 14:61-64, John 8:58-59, John 10:30-33, John 14:8-9)
He came from Heaven (John 6:38, 41-42, 60, 66; John 16:28)
He was sinless (John 8:46)
He is the only way to heaven (John 14:6, John 11:25)
He was crucified on a cross (Matt 27: 32-66)
On the cross he paid the penalty for all your sins (past present and future), dying in your place and purchasing salvation. (1 Peter 3:18, Hebrews 10:12, Romans 3:25-26, Romans 5:19)
Three days after his death, he resurrected (Matt 28: 1-10)
Today he is seated on a Throne in Heaven, where he is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords (Philippians 2:9-11, Revelation 19:16, Hebrews 12:2)
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2. Realise you are a sinner, in danger of Hell
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"There is no one righteous, not even one"
Romans 3:10
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God"
Romans 3:23
"But unless you repent, you too will all perish"
Luke 13:3
"For the wages of sin is death"
Romans 6:23
"Man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment"
Hebrews 9:27
"As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins"
Ephesians 2:1
"They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts."
Ephesians 4:18
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3. Repent
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"Jesus went into Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God. "The time has come," he said. "The kingdom of God is near. Repent and believe the good news!"
Mark 1: 14-15
"Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord"
Acts 3:19
"I have declared to both Jews and Greeks that they must turn to God in repentance and have faith in our Lord Jesus."
Acts 20:21
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4. Be Baptised
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"Peter replied, "Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins" ... those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day."
Acts 2:38
"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
Matthew 28:19-20
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3. Regeneration and New Life
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"If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!"
2 Corinthians 5:17
"Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him."
John 7:38
"By their fruit you will recognize them... a good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire."
Matthew 7: 16-20
Visions Beyond The Veil

I've been reading this book Visions Beyond The Veil and it's absolutely incredible. It's all about God's revelation of Heaven and Hell to a group of children, mostly street beggars and orphans, living in the Yunan Province, China.
The visions are unbelievably detailed. They were given to little children who had little or no knowledge of the bible, but yet every detail is consistent with it. Even more amazing is that their experience's are parallel with other books I've read which detail first-hand accounts of Heaven and Hell. These were accounts of people who were brought back to life minutes or hours after their death. (See The Final Frontier, Beyond The Final Frontier (both by Dr Richard Kent); and 90 Minutes In Heaven, by Don Piper).
Reading this I find myself a little jealous of their amazing experiences. But forget me. It almost seems that God specifically chooses to reveal himself to those who are most hungry, or most in need. And I'm blessed just by reading it. And it's blatantly an act of faith. Could it be that you're more blessed by believing, having not received any amazing visions?:
Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
John 20:29
